Sunday, July 17, 2005

This is a song I wrote randomly... There's no tune to it, if you like it or can memorise the words just tune the music and lyrics according to how you like it. But personally I think it sucks. Then why am I posting it?? Just to see if anybody will comment lah.

"Full of buttercups and roses
Buttercups and roses, where are they
I can't see them, I'm not strong
I'm trying ever so hard
So hard, but overcoming the weakness and
The sweetness of temptation is
Difficult and tearing in to me
Everyday


I'm trying to be strong
But the reality that falls upon me
Defeats me and I fall in to the deep patch of darkness
Definition of strong, what does it mean
I'm trying, trying

Questions are twirling slowly and tediously around my head
I believe in living
I believe in dying
Suicide is common but it is a failure
Failure to face up to failure
A mist of never ending failure
Engulfs me
It's senseless to even try to breathe

I'm trying to be strong
But the reality that falls upon me
Defeats me and I fall in to the deep patch of darkness
Definition of strong, what does it mean
I'm trying, trying

So hard
It never ever works
When will it end
When will it end
Do I want it to end
I ask myself, the whispers of the wind
Comfort me, console me and
Invite me to the darkness
I'm falling, tears in my eyes
Can't stop reappearing

I'm trying to be strong
But the reality that falls upon me
Defeats me and I fall in to the deep patch of darkness
Definition of strong, what does it mean
I'm trying, trying
I'm trying to be strong
But the reality that falls upon me
Defeats me and I fall in to the deep patch of darkness
Definition of strong, what does it mean
I'm trying, trying

Failure, the bitterness
Is sweetness
I'm addicted to the thorns of reality"

Hmm... Kind of soppy isn't it?? =))

HUG(: