Saturday, October 15, 2005

Hey hey hey, I've decided I shall not ever talk bad about another person on my blog. That's going to make my blog less interesting but since when was it interesting anyway? Haha... I just feel bad talking bad about people. I must go through a major change! urgh. urgh. urgh. I feel so urghy and somebody please stop me from feeling so urghy. urgh me please. Sorry, I have to blast out all my complaints about people using urghs in future, please don't read this. urgh urgh urgh urgh urgh urgh urgh urgh urgh urgh urgh. On second thoughts, it was my fault after all. No, I'm not talking about Tara, Yuanmay or Angel. URGH, FORGIVE ME FOR BEING A SO IMMATURE BUT I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE AND I WANT TO BLAST OUT AND SAY THAT YOU ARE STUPID AND I AM EQUALLY OR MORE STUPID BUT I AM YOUNGER THAN YOU SO SHUT UP. I'M ONLY A STUPID ELEVEN YEARS OLD. (Although, I must admit that I'll be twelve soon.) I SHALL NEVER TALK AGAIN ABOUT ANYTHING I LIKE OR DISLIKE OR WANT TO DO OR DON'T WANT TO DO AND I WILL PERPETUALLY SHUT UP FOREVER AND DIE. Urgh, I am so angry and irritated I shan't ever talk again. I won't ever talk again. I shall just write my complaints on a private blog without saying who I am and this blog is not private at all starting now. I am off to create a blog account. No, I shall write in a diary instead. I feel so much better and 'urgh' you suck and so do I. I am the suckiest person in the world and I will try to change myself in every sucky factor except my messiness. I like being messy. I will never change my habit of liking the place to be messy. I hate neat places and organised things and from now on I hate 'urgh' too. I hate my father the most. By the way, he used to abuse me and my parents are seperated. I will shut up. I will shut up. I will shut up. I will shut up. I will shut up. I will shut up. I will shut up. I will shut up. I shall not frame anyone. I shall always check things before I blog. I feel like dying. No, I don't. I feel like strangling 'urgh'. I hope that 'urgh' will be struck by lightning and die. I hope that I will be struck by lightning and die. I know that 'urgh' believes in You, God and Lord Jesus Christ, but I hope that You also know I am a Christian too. Christians disliking Christians. 'urgh' doesn't like me too anyway. I know I should give him my right face to slap if he slaps my left face. I am so sorry. I apologise to 'urgh'. I apologise to 'urgh'. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that this is a long and boring entry but I'm irritated. I'm sorry for acting mature but I've said before that I am not. I try not to contradict myself. I won't contradict myself. I want my good results. I don't want anything else. I do but I highly doubt I can achieve it. I have never told any lies this year except for two that I will not reveal. Please note that excuses and lies are different matters. I am still irritated. I have gotten the flu. I hope you're happy 'urgh'. Now that I've gotten the flu, just take it that I have given you my other face to slap. I feel horrible. I feel horrible because 'urgh' is a fan of a series that I like. Very few people like it. I have not taken any offence. I am just irritated. I hope I die and you don't. I am aware that I am still a fortunate, blessed and happy girl. I appreciate it and I am really grateful for it.

HUG(: