Monday, November 07, 2005

I just don't understand. Why do people get depressed? Why do those people I know who are perfectly healthy and have no financial problems get depressed? What's there to be depressed about? If you say you are in a state of denial, that means you know you are in denial, which means you are not in denial. Oh well, I wonder why they can't be more positive. Get it over and done with. I wish that everybody would be blatantly honest instead of being a blatant liar. They say that it is possible to lie to people around you but it's not possible to lie to yourself. That is so not true. I lied to myself before and the most horrible feeling is when you lie to yourself. Who is there with you all the time? Who grew up with you? Who loved you no matter what you did? Who helped you? Who flattered you, who scolded you and who helped you make decisions? Who will always be there for you no matter what? Who is with you throughout your whole life and on your death bed? The only person who will do all that is yourself. Whether you want to be happy or sad, it's all up to you. -=-happy day, everyday-=-

P.S. There were more than a dozen ants on my can of Chrysanthemum Tea and I drank some of them! I didn't look before bringing the can to my lips. Ew... Luckily, ants are tasteless but the thought itself is really gross. =)) Have an early night everyone~

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