Saturday, November 26, 2005

Blah, I'm not going to the David Tao concert. My mother went with my sister. I was in a better mood then my mother scolded me for basing my decisions on my emotions and I got upset so I didn't go.

I know I'm wrong this time but I can't help blaming her.

I'm wrong for not going to the David Tao concert after asking her to buy tickets.

But what about her? So, she's not in the wrong for making me cry everyday for the past few days because she broke her promise?

I know I'm wilful but if she didn't break her promise I would not be in a terrible mood and be on my way or already at the concert now.

She's even going to take my $5000 away because I'm not going. Hello, I'm paying for the tickets, for goodness sake so why can't I have the right not to go?

Then I said if leeyi went with me then I will go. She said if leeyi wants to go with me then she will agree. leeyi obviously does not want to go with either of us as all she wants to do is play maplestory and she does not like David Tao. leeyi can go with her although she does not want to go but leeyi cannot go with me as she does not want to go? What sort of lame 'dao li' is that?

Sorry, I can't find the word for 'dao li' in English.

Should my mother really take away my $5000 I will go into depression and cry alot everyday and fail one of my subjects in Secondary School.

Blah, I am so wilful I am disgusted with myself. But I'm even more disgusted with my mother for breaking her promises and then scolding me.

David Tao sucks and I shall never like him again because my mother likes him. I love my mother but sometimes I just can't stand the sight of her.

I am extremely hurt, disappointed and angry with both my mother and myself.

My mother broke her promise! BROKE HER PROMISE. Why promise something that you're not going to fufil? And I'm so wilful. I'm not one to give in so I shan't. Why can't I just stop being wilful?

Because it would hurt too much to give in.

HUG(: