Friday, December 30, 2005

I didn't go to St Nicholas because I overslept. Like, I overslept because my mother was talking about her stupid 10 years younger than her Nepal boyfriend which is so damn disgusting and I am never going to like him and the moment I see him I will scold him alot and bombard him with insults cause it's all his fault.

Like, I hate mess and fuss. I like to keep everything simple so even a simple thing like not knowing which class I'm in upsets me and I start to cry. And I can't stand it when people laugh at me when I cry. My mother didn't wake me up and she didn't call the school either. Then I'll be in a mess on the first day and that sucks and sucks and sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She said that she's very busy and that's only cause she keeps meeting up with her stupid boyfriend. Sure, she needs her freedom but whatever lah. It's her job to take care of me and buy meals for me till I'm 18, right? If she doesn't then she does not have the right to prevent me from using the computer or having a relationship(although I don't have one and don't want to have one till I'm older). What sort of stupid dao li is that.

Stupid.

HUG(: