Thursday, May 18, 2006

I realised I'm kinda disinterested in everything.

Well, except gossiping, boys, sex, men and my idols.

Yeah, that kinda sucks.

And I hate, hate, HATE sports!

So I only played netball once (2.5min) during PE. Was kinda useless.

Eh. I don't know whats wrong with me recently. I keep on crying over minor things!

I cry like everyday, I'll suddenly feel very sad.

I've felt sad cause I can't go see Lucify cause nobody's going with me. I've felt sad cause grandma said I'm siao for having idols. I've felt sad cause nobody really likes me. I've felt sad that Ekie has a girlfriend. I've felt sad cause I'm fat. I've felt sad cause... I always feel sad.

It had better be hormones/puberty that's causing all this sadness.

I can't stand it. Everyday cry, cry, cry when I reach home, very tiring...

Then in school must smile, smile, smile.

=((

What's wrong with me?

HUG(: