I wanted to blog this earlier today and 5. something am, but my internet wasn't working.
Ekie's attached. His friendster account says that he's attached and I saw a picture of his girlfriend in a neoprint he took with her which he posted up in his gallery. Ekie looks kind of weird without make-up and he doesn't look at the camera in neoprints. That's so cute! I used to do that too.
I think I'll have to stop loving him though. After all, he's attached.
I wanted to change my favourite member of Lucify to Misaki but I can't. Misaki's just different from Ekie. Ekie’s prettier and well, I guess Ekie’s more interesting. Besides, Ekie likes to take pictures of himself and that rocks, cause that means I can see more of him!
I don't want to stop liking Ekie although he's attached. I don't know why, but I felt rather sad and shocked at first when I knew he was attached. I looked at his picture and cried.
Mad, I know.
Well, I've thought it through and I've decided I'm going to continue loving Ekie! Who cares about his girlfriend? I can't say that I wish his girlfriend and him happiness from the bottom of my heart, but I just hope Ekie’s happy. He wasn't mine to begin with anyway.
I want to say some rather negative, childish and mushy things though.
Ekie, you're so evil. I would rather you lie to us (fans) that you're not attached. How could you break all of our hearts like that? Your girlfriend's very fortunate to have you as her boyfriend. You're so honest. Too bad that with good things, there will always be bad things. I bet that loads of your fans are going to draw on her face and throw rotten tomatoes at her on the street (rotten tomatoes, a bit exaggerated but...). How long are you going to be with your girlfriend? How long can you take the stress? You might even cheat on your girlfriend when you're more famous cause you found a hotter female. I know I'm kind of insulting but most celebrities are like that, so...
Oh well, Ekie... I like you, Ekie! I'll continue supporting you forever no matter what (I'm lying, actually it depends lah). I don't want to forget you, I don't want to get bored of you, I want you as my idol forever. I don't want to believe that you're not perfect. Right now, that's what I feel about you. Please don't go away from me, don't let me dislike you.
Ekie, don't go.
What I wanna blog today.
Blearrgh. The previous post which I blogged today also but it's also posted in this post was so childish! Forgive me though, I'm young, and being young is about being childish! Besides, you all know that when I say I love my idols, I don't really mean it, right? It's just idol love. I really like them as people, but I only love them as idols.
How can you expect me not to like Ekie when he's so cute:
Vanessa, it isn't the end of the world even if you break up with your boyfriend. Life doesn't end so easily, if not the whole world would have been dead by now. Even if you drop till the bottom, life doesn't end.
I don't sympathise with you. It was you who initiated the break up with your boyfriend anyway. Since you were the one who initiated it, don't sms him, don't call him and don't go around telling people you love him. Your boyfriend's very poor thing, you know.
You told me to shut up on MSN and immediately after that apologised. Haha. Don't apologise when you don't mean it just to protect your 'I'm a nice girl' image. We've sll been sad before, just for different reasons, so don't expect me to sympathise with you when I'm sad enough now. I don't need to be even more sad, thank you very much.
Don't implement your sadness on me.
I'm hungry! But I refuse to go down because I'm lazy to wear my contact lenses and take the plaster off my face and lazy to change clothes.
HUG(:
