Friday, July 14, 2006

I hate life.

Popo is dying.

Ah mah is dying.

Collie is dying.

Mum is dying.

One day, I'll grow old and die too.

I don't want to grow up, and yet I want to grow up, up, up!!

I hate old people. I hate them. Why do they all have to die soon? Why do I always feel sad and make myself be extra nice to them cause they're dying? Why are they so irritating at times, and yet, I love them so?

I hate death. I don't know why, I feel sad even when I see earthworms wriggling around. I even stopped Jacqueline and Yu Ying from killing the earthworms during P.E! Lee Yi says I'm too emotional.

Sigh.

I can't go through a day without Lucify. I wish time would just stop right now. Then Superband won't be over. I don't want Superband to be over. Lucify will be forgotten soon after it's over. Just like how Sly was forgotten after Singapore Idol.

I never forgot Sly. It hurts me to know he's forgotten and nobody really cares about what he's doing right now.

Anyway. I've stopped loving Lucify, yay!! But I like them a lot. Which isn't wrong, right? Gah, I'm not making sense again.

I'm gonna be internet-less for a week =((

AND I freaking lost my camera!! =((

Have to buy a 2nd hand one now. =((

HUG(: