Monday, August 07, 2006

I went to the finals after all. Met Charl, who has tagged my blog, there. What a coincidence! Got a pretty good place in the mosh pit but there was a terrible view of Ekie, argh! I'm not interested in Jon at all! Lucify didn't win. I expected it but I went home and cried anyway.

I feel really scared right now.

What if I can't see Ekie after the 5th outing? What if I never meet him again? I don't want, I don't want! I wanna see Ekie at least once every month! Actually, I wanna see him everyday (who doesn't?) but that's not possible.

Obviously, I'm not in 'love' with Ekie. I'm in 'like' with him. I hate being in 'like'! The difference between being in 'like' and being in 'love' is that when you're in 'love', you feel like the person is everywhere. But when you're in 'like', you feel like the person is never there cause you know it's one sided and stupid.

This sucks. I don't why I keep on falling in 'like' with celebs! It's so stupid and pointless but when I'm not in 'like' with someone, life seems very boring and meaningless.

ARGH.

I am so so so fat and ugly I can't stand it lah!

I refuse to show you how I really look like, so you can go to http://applestory.livejournal.com or http://jaywii-.blogspot.com to see how ugly I am if you're really interested.

HUG(: