Wednesday, September 06, 2006

I still can't believe it.

I'm not going to the ShinHwa concert!

I am going to regret not going to the concert for the rest of my pathetic life!

I hope the concert gets cancelled, then everyone won't be able to see ShinHwa.

No, leeshi, you cannot be so unreasonable!

Aiyah, Estherbelle, you shut up lah. Stop acting nice and sweet and whatever. It's disgusting!

But leeshi, being so unreasonable won't do you any good. Just think positively. Like, the money that you saved on not going to the ShinHwa concert can be spent on stuff like the Lolita23ku and Vidoll albums you're buying!

Estherbelle, you know that I'm not lacking money. Even if I go to the ShinHwa concert, I will still have more than enough money to buy my Lolita23ku and Vidoll albums.

SIGH.

Let me change the subject.

I went to NUS for one day to help my mama out with her booth which was promoting her work and travel don't know what blablabla.

Stupid man (my biological father) was also there and he was showing me pics of his stupid girlfriend. I wonder why she even likes stupid man. She's young and pretty and stupid man is poor and ugly. She must be blind.

I hate it when people take my food! And stupid man kept on taking my food! I didn't even allow him to take my food, he just took it! So I sulked and he kept on going on and on about my poor attitude.

Argh, fine, I have poor attitude but still! He's not supposed to take my food! He doesn't even give ang pow money to me and he still so buay paiseh snatch my food from me!

I hate stupid Liu Weining from 1Unity and stupid Cheng Yi and stupid Benita from 1Unity! They're forever taking my sweets! I know that I allow them to but that's only cause they asked and I don't want to seem petty or whatever.

But in my heart, I have this permanent grudge against them for taking my food and I'll never forgive them.

Speaking of grudges, I still haven't forgiven Chen Lijuan for taking my biscuits that I baked during home economics last year. I didn't allow her to, she just took them cause she thought they were Inez's biscuits.

ARGH I DON'T WANT TO SHARE MY FOOD!

Stupid Melinda Soh took 2 of my ShinHwa related magazines last year too. And when I asked her for them back, she said her brother took them and lost them!

I have not forgiven her and I never will.

HELLO?! SHINHWA MAGAZINES?! I hao3 xin1 lend to you then you freaking tell me you lost them?!

ARGH.

I hope that at least Hye Sung oppa will fall seriously ill and not be able to perform at the ShinHwa concert because I really like Hye Sung oppa.

Sigh.

It's all my own fault.

HUG(: