Monday, November 20, 2006

I like Mr. Wong...

I like Mr. Wong...

I like Mr. Wong...

I like Mr. Wong...

I like Mr. Wong...

I really like Mr. Wong...

Maybe I've liked him for too long... Told myself it's time to stop liking him, but somehow I'm not willing to let go.

It's not as if I'm anyone to him... He's not anyone to me... He's just a teacher, I'm just his student.

Maybe it's because I've liked him for too long, thought about him daily for too long. Maybe I've liked him for so long that this feeling I've had for him has slowly become part of me. Held it so close to me for so long. Without it, I feel kind of lost. Like, what am I living for??

I'm not living for Mr. Wong right now but I don't know... Maybe liking and thinking of Mr. Wong has become a habit. Like eating, waking up, breathing, liking Mr. Wong has become a habit, a daily necessity...

Liking him is so dumb. But the more I tell myself to stop, the more I like him.

Maybe I don't like Mr. Wong. Maybe I just like liking him. sheesh. That's so lame.

God, can I like Mr. Wong forever? Can I never stop liking him? I don't wanna stop liking him anytime soon.

x___x

I need to get a life.

I. NEED. TO. GET. A. LIFE.

NOW.

HUG(: