I wish that time could stop right now.
I want to like Ekie forever and ever.
Right now, I don't really have a crush on Ekie anymore. The like that I have for him is more of like, god-uncle that type of like.
I think I'm very stupid and naive because I really believe that Ekie will come to my wedding because he said he would.
What's going to happen is that time is going to pass and Ekie will just become a memory to me. Ekie will forget he once had a fan named leeshi.
Lucy died around a month ago. Here's a picture of her.
I never really supported Lucify. I just supported Ekie and Shinya-sama.
Shinya-sama's already just a memory.
I really don't want Ekie to just be a memory. I want to like him as a god-uncle forever. But it's just not possible.
Replacing Lucy is this plant which my mother bought from China. It hasn't germinated yet. When it does, it's supposed to grow in a way that it will read 'tian1 tian1 kuai4 le4', meaning 'happiness everyday'.
I named it mr. wong.
Shinya, mr. wong, Ekie.
It's supposed to have a lifespan of around 1 year.
I don't care. I'm going to stick to my resolution and like mr. wong until next year december. When the plant dies next year, my like for mr. wong will die also. Just like now Lucy has died, Lucify to me has also died.
lameo.
leeshi is so lame.
and childish.
and stupid.
boohoohoo.
HUG(:
