Monday, December 04, 2006
I wish that those rumours weren't true.
For a short period of time, I lasped into a false sense of security.
I coaxed myself into believing that they weren't true.
Now that I know for sure that they are true... I don't know what to do.
I stuffed sweets into my mouth.
I poured sweet drinks into my throat.
They don't seem to make my day any sweeter.
I don't think people know how much they mean to me.
I don't think people know how much their every word affects me.
I don't think people know how scared I am of facing reality.
This year, I had fun.
Next year, I'll have to say bye bye.
I can't do anything about it.
I'll just have to let go.
HUG(:
