Monday, December 18, 2006

I feel sad.

I went out with Juu today.

I went out feeling very cheerful.

And I kept on talking about Cynical Cinderella Charles to Juu. Like,"CHARLES IS SO SHUAI. CHARLES IS SO NICE!!!!!"

I thought Charles was going to go Cathay, so poor Juu had to walk around boring Cathay with me.

And I continued to talk about Charles while we walked around. Like,"Juu, do you know that Charles shoe size is 8.5? Do you know his favourite colours are black and red? Do you know that his favourite flowers are black roses?" and so on.

Then in the end I didn't get to see Charles lor.

We went to eat after that and I told Juu somemore about Charles.

We decided to go Chinatown.

And I kept on saying,"I miss Charles. JUU I MISS CHARLES!!"

Then I don't know why from Charles suddenly become mr. wong.

And I said,"JUU I WANT MR WONG FOR CHRISTMAS PRESENT. GIVE ME MR WONG!!"

anyway. I don't know why I feel so depressed and sick today.

I think I'm lacking sleep.

I vomited, but I swallowed the vomit back. I know it's gross. but I can't suddenly vomit in front of everyone right.

I don't know lah. Then Juu and I went home early cause I really felt very horrible.

I think I don't make any sense.

But anyway. JUU I'M VERY SORRY!! =*((

I'm so terrible. I asked Juu out, and in the end I wanted to go home so early. And I was so boring. And stupid. And idiotic.

I really feel very upset. I didn't get to see Charles, and it's as if mr. wong's died.

I'm so childish and fat and hateful. Gah.

Charles Charles Charles Charles Charles.

wong wong wong wong wong.

i miss mr wong.

HUG(: